Saturday Night Live might be the place where comedic magic happens, but according to recent revelations, the mood backstage isn't always as light. Former cast member Heidi Gardner has opened up about the challenges she faced during her time on the iconic sketch show. In a heartfelt discussion on the Thanks Dad podcast, hosted by former SNL co-star Ego Nwodim, Gardner didn't hold back.
Gardner, who graced the SNL stage from 2017, became a fan favorite with characters like the ever-hilarious Bailey Gismert. Yet, on the podcast, she revealed the challenges that came with the territory. "I am so honored that we worked so hard there," Gardner shared with emotion, reflecting on both her professional journey and the strength of her friendship with Nwodim.
During the podcast, Gardner's vulnerability was on full display as she discussed feelings of envy and the competitive nature of SNL. Recalling a memorable episode with guest host Jack Black, she admitted pangs of jealousy seeing her friend in the spotlight. "There’s a part of me, like if I think about it, I’m like, ‘wait, but I should want that for me,’" Gardner confessed.
“It’s so easy to be caught up with your own stuff at SNL... why can’t we be able to be winning together at the same time?” Nwodim responded.
Nwodim's response was equally honest, acknowledging the challenging environment. The former cast members shared a mutual understanding of how the competitive atmosphere could sometimes overshadow personal victories.
Despite the competitive dynamics, Gardner and Nwodim's conversation highlighted a deep mutual respect and affection. Ending on a reflective note, Nwodim emphasized the importance of maintaining positivity and connection in such an intense setting. "If you can leave and be still remarkably lovely... I think you succeeded," Nwodim praised Gardner.
For fans and followers of the SNL legacy, it's a reminder that even in a cutthroat environment, genuine connections can be a source of light. While the laughs might echo on stage, surviving the world of sketch comedy calls for more than just a knack for humor.